I am still in hospital with frighteningly low blood and other counts. I have been in a regular room since Wednesday night. I had a conference with a different oncologist this AM and then told my regular doctor that I am taking a break from chemo because one more treatment woul probably kill me. He said I was right and that the first three treatments I have had were the most crucial. He put my chances of a cure at 35%.
My platelets went DOWN to 12 today even after daily infusions. It should be 70. To say that I am depressed is an understatement. And I am just plain worn out.